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01. Here to stay
This
time, taking it away
I've got a problem, with me getting in the way,
Not by design.
So I take my face and bash
it into a mirror.
I won't have to see the pain (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into
hating.
Anticipating, all the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, I'm not
a whore
You've taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.
My mind is done with this
Okay, I've got a
question.
"Can I throw it all away?"
Take back what's mine
So I take my time, guiding the blade down the line
Each cut closer to the vein (Bleed, Bleed)
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating,
all the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've
been waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, Iââ¬â¢m not a whore
You've
taken everything and oh I can not give anymore.
I'm here to stay (bring it down) x4
Bring it down x4
Gunna
break it down x7
GUNNA BREAK IT!
This state is elevating, as the hurt turns into hating.
Anticipating, all
the fucked up feelings again.
The hurt inside is fading
This shit gone way too far.
All this time I've been
waiting
No I can not grieve anymore.
For what's inside awaking.
I'm done, Iââ¬â¢m not a whore
You've taken
everything and oh I can not give anymore.
Give anymore. X4
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02. Make Believe
I'm thinking of,
Thanking all the fucked people
Thanking all
the shit I love,
They are all the things I've made
Straight from my heart,
Begging all the same people
Burning
is the same evil
Some how making me feel sane
Waiting all this time
I've got nothing to hold on
But the
faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place
I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
I'm thinking of,
Making all
the fucked people
Making the bitches I love
Make them die and go away
Pain from the start
All my dreams are
ripped apart
Thanking all the fucked people
They are all the things I've saved
Waiting all this time
I've
got nothing to hold on
But the faces of my life
I can see before I'm gone
Sometimes I feel it chasing me
All
the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel
it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems to follow
Your
Life (your life),
I hate (I hate) it, oh God
Can I replay (replay)?
Stop and help me. (stop and help me)
Sometimes
I feel it chasing me
All the hate that's breaking free
I realize I'm taking everything
And the shit seems to follow
This time I feel it taking me
To a place I hate to be
All along I sing to make believe
And the shit seems
to follow
The shit seems to follow (Shit seems to follow)
The shit seems to follow x2
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03. Blame
So I think you are a fool
Hanging on
my every word
I'm getting ugly, So I'm ugly..
Tear me from your hearttttttlllliiifee
Tearing me apart.
So
I thought you'd disappear
Being alone is what you fear
Are you lonely?
Yes, lonely.
Tear me from your
hearttttttlllliiifee
Tearing me apart.
Rolling, and throwing, consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking
and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding, and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the
scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really are.
The time is coming
Gone Insane
Your
really happy
You've won the game
The time is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And youââ¬â¢re
to blame
The time is coming
You've gone insane
Your really happy
You've won the game
The time
is coming
A bed of flames
Your life is over
And youââ¬â¢re to blame
Blame x4
Rolling, and throwing,
consoling
Everything that goes this far
Joking and hoping, revolting
All that shit that's who you are
Holding,
and scolding, revolving
Peel it back, reveal the scar.
Loathing, exploding, controlling
This is what you really
are. x2
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04. Hollow Life
Beating the fall
I canââ¬â¢t help but desire of falling down this time
Deep in this hole of my making I can't
escape
Falling all this time
We come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always
we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow lives...(lives x7)
Fearing to fall and
Still the ground below me
calls
Falling down this time
Ripping apart all
These things I have tried to stop
Falling all this time
We
come to this place
Falling through time
Living a hollow life
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs
Hollow
lives...
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where
is God?
Looking down?
We donââ¬â¢t know?
We fall in space,
We can't look down,
Death may come
Peace
I have found
What to say?
Am I alive,
Am I asleep?
Or have I died
(Wanting Peace)
We fall in space
(Wanting Peace)
We can't look down,
Death may come,
(Something takes a hold of me)
Peace I have found
(Something takes a hold of me)
I want to say my whole life,
Am I asleep?
We fall down.
We come to
this place
Falling through time,
Living a hollow life,
Always we're taking
Waiting for signs,
Hollow lives...
Is there ever any wonder why we look to the sky?
Search in vane?
Asking why?
All alone?
Where is God?
Looking down?
We donââ¬â¢t know? x2
We fall in space
We can't look down
Death may come.
Peace
I have found
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05. Bottled Up Inside
It ain't fading
Man I gotta let it out
Am I crazy?
Screaming nothing ever comes out
I keep
feeling lost
I'll never find my way out
I'll stop thinking then
Unless the truth can pour out
Give me
some courage
Beating me down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll take this time
To let out whatââ¬â¢s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full
of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
My heart's breaking
Man
you really ripped it out
You take pleasure watching as
I claw my way out
The hurt rising
Soon it's gunna to
tear my soul out
Itââ¬â¢s not kosher feeling like Iââ¬â¢m on my way out
Give me some courage
Beating me
down now for some time
Are you laughing am I funny?
I hate inside,
I hate inside.
I'll take this time
To let out whatââ¬â¢s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and
stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
(scat in background)
Feeling the haze as they cut down
my spine
Pealing your flesh like the way you've cut mine
Do you feel happy, you fucked up my mind
Youââ¬â¢re
going to pay this time
(scat in background)
I'll take this time
To let out whatââ¬â¢s inside
Cuz I will
break
Sometimes I wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled
up inside
(Slower)
I'll take this time
To let out whatââ¬â¢s inside
Cuz I will break
Sometimes I
wish you'd die
Full of sorrow
You raped and stole my pride.
And all this hate is bottled up inside
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06. Thoughtless
Thumbing through the
pages of my fantasies
Pushing all my mercy down, down, down
I want to see you try to take a swing at me.
Come
on,
Gunna put you on the ground, ground, ground.
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's funny
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying, when you're
dirty at the foot of me
All, All my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down?
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
Thumbing through the pages
of my fantasies
I'm above you, smiling as you, drown, drown, drown
I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me
And I'll pull the trigger and you're down, down, down
Why are you trying to make fun of me?
You think it's
funny
What the fuck you think it's doing to me?
You take your turn lashing out at me
I want you crying, when you're
dirty at the foot of me
All, All my hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down?
Beat me to the ground
I will see you screaming
All my friends
Are
gone,
They died (Gunna take you down)
They all screamed and cried (Gunna take you down x4)
I never forget
Never forget
I can't get no where,
I never forget
Never forget
I can't getttt... x4
All, All my
hate cannot be bound
I will not be drowned
By your thoughtless scheming
So you can try to tear me down?
Beat
me to the ground
I will see you screaming x2
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07. Hating
My life is such a waste
Begging on something to work this time
But why can't I relate?
Feeling all I do is get what's mine
Holding on to faith, never gave me nothing but despair
So why do I create
just to be swallowed?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are
the stars)
I can't wait (Iââ¬â¢ll take whatââ¬â¢s mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been
hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating
all the faces of everything that I could find
I Cannot take this place
Burning up inside this space of mine
So
why can't I replace, feelings I find hard to really find?
I try but I can't taste
Memories they always fuck with me
So why do I create just to be swallowed?
I can't take (we have a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come
what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (Iââ¬â¢ll take whatââ¬â¢s mine)
Been hating all this time before I
crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross
the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find,
find, find, find, find, find, find, find
All
my feelings have been eating onto me
Feed inside, is there something wrong
with me?
I can't take (we have
a start)
I can't take (we got a fantasy)
Come what may (we are the stars)
I can't wait (Iââ¬â¢ll take whatââ¬â¢s
mine)
Been hating all this time before I crawled inside
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find
Been hating all this time too far to cross the line
Been hating all the faces of everything that I could find,
find,
find, find, find, find, find, find
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08.
One More Time
Always just coming in here,
starts the game
Why can't this puzzle be solved
each
time it happens it's
always the same
I look down and then start to bawl
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning
all inside
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all thatââ¬â¢s
mine)
one more time.
Always this teasing
sometimes I lose faith
where is my strength to hold on?
facing
existence how can I relate?
Do I stand clear or move on?
And all I see it burned my eyes
burning all inside
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more time
taking me over (taking all thatââ¬â¢s mine)
one more time. x2
Falling through this space in time
buried in this hurt of mine
falling slowly like a
dream
falling through a world unseen
why can I not break this spell?
I'm in darkness, is this hell?
falling
towards this hole I see
this is how it has to be.
caught in the corners of my mind
beginning over one more
time
taking me over (taking all thatââ¬â¢s mine)
one more time. x2
One more time x2
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09. Alone I Break
Pick me up
been bleeding too
long
Right here, right now
I'll stop it some how
I will make it go away
can't be here no more
Seems
this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these feelings will be gone
Now I
see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a
man?
Shut me off
I am ready,
Heart stops
I stand alone
Can't be on my own
I will make it go
away
can't be here no more
Seems this is the only way
I will soon be gone
these feelings will be gone
these
feelings will be gone
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem to break
I have lived the best
I can
Does this make me not a man?
Am I going to leave this place?
What is it I'm hanging from?
is there
nothing more to come? (am I Gunna leave this place?)
Is it always black in space?
Am I going to take it's place?
Am
I going to leave this race? (Am I going to leave this race?)
I guess God's up in this place?
what is it that I've
become?
is there something more to come? (more to come)
Now I see the times they change
leaving doesn't seems
so strange
I am hoping I can find
where to leave my hurt behind
All this shit I seem to take
all alone I seem
to break
I have lived the best I can
Does this make me not a man? x2
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10. Embrace
Blood is boring
Sleep is boring
Don't stop running
I'm here counting
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life,
the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep fuckin' with me? There's no where else to go!
So I walk but seem to
crawl
For, I giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta come with
me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and
now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and now to deaths embrace)
My life, worry, life is story
Give
up, beating
I'll start, needing
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
The life, the hurt, the pain, the hate
Will he keep fuckin' with me? There's no where else to go!
So I walk
but seem to crawl
For, I giving in today
Now I run into a wall
Cause I cannot fight my way
You've gotta
come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to
run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and now to deaths embrace) (Embrace Embrace x4)
Oh
Uh,
uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
Uh, uh, uh uh.
What really do I have to follow?
Nothing makes
sense at all.
Taking something for nothing
Watch me as I fall.
I'm bringing me down x3
I'm bringing me...down
You've gotta come with me (I cannot stand this place)
We're falling off the world (and I'll give in this way)
We had a chance to run (and now I can't believe)
We're going all the way (and now to deaths embrace) x2
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11. Beat It Upright
Are
you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're
not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high,
make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The time is right
I want to
feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
I'll behave
Oh my God,
make me beg, my God!
Yes I'm ready for a good flogging baby (my God) (get down)
Come on ream my ass for fun (get down/my
God/get down)
Don't let up till my ass is bleeding baby (my God) (get down)
Don't let up until you are done (get down,
on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The
time is right
I wanna feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
We're
going on a ride
I'm gunna turn you inside out upside down
Don't try to run and hide,
Yes it's true what they say
about my kind.
Are you ready for a good pounding baby? (get down)
Are you ready to get it on? (get down, get down)
Don't pretend you're not fucking freaky baby. (get down)
I will spank that ass just for fun (get down, on the ground)
Ass up high, make a motherfu-cker cry
It's so good, that I could die
Help me stay alive.
The time
is right
I wanna feel it good'n tight.
I'm down to do this all night
I'm gunna beat it upright.
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12. Wake Up Hate
We got a fucked up reason
to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna
give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
I am the burden of my everything,
an open scar
I'll
be reborn in hatred,
feeling I can't love no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving
and no praying
All my hate is for the taking
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're
gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake
up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're
gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake
it up
I am the falling of my happiness
it is no more
Stop loving, Iââ¬â¢m still hating
till I can not
hate no more
I've had to suffer
I cannot wait for more.
No loving and no praying
All my hate is for the
taking
I'm, I am filthy
wasted piece of shit
I am disgusting
take me, away
We got a fucked
up reason to live
who really gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break
everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
You gotta get it straight
we're gunna give it up
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna
make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
We got a fucked up reason to live
who really
gives a fuck?
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna fuck you up
I wanna break everything
I wanna make it safe
we're gunna wake up hate
we're gunna wake it up
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13. I'm Hiding
Maybe Iââ¬â¢m insane
walking on a wire
maybe Iââ¬â¢m the same
Nothing can
take me higher
tell me where to start
think I'm at the end
Right now, feeling pain
make it go away
Maybe
I'm to blame
maybe I'm a Liar
maybe we're the same
nothing can stop the fire
I can't feel my heart
but
I feel the shame
Nothing left to say
soon I'll fade away
These places all I ever
think about is lost in
time
these faces taunting me I'm looking back
and they are mine
I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing
time, then lead astray
Thinking back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm trying to find a better way
but
I'm trapped, can't get away
All I think is about yesterday
I could fly
Maybe Iââ¬â¢m insane
walking on
a wire
maybe Iââ¬â¢m the same
Nothing can take me higher
I can't feel my heart
but I feel the shame
Nothing
left to say
soon I'll fade away
These places all I ever
think about is lost in time
these faces taunting
me I'm looking back
and they are mine
I'm hiding from the things they say
Doing time, then lead astray
Thinking
back to times of yesterday
I could fly
I'm trying to find a better way
but I'm trapped, can't get away
All
I think is about yesterday
I could fly. x2
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14. No One's There
You and me
We have no faces
Soon our lives theyll be erased
Do you think
they will remember?
Or will we just be replaced
Oh I wish that I could see,
How I wish that I could fly
All
the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes
back at me
No ones there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy
people
Trying to feed on what is mine
Youve got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its
time to leave these places far behind
You and me
We have no faces
They dont see us anymore
Without love
as they had promised
And no faith for whats in store
Oh I wish that I could see
How I wish that I could fly
All
the things that hang above me
To a place where I can cry
So what can it be?
No one hears me call,
Echoes
back at me
No ones there.
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal with in my life
To all these greedy
people
Trying to feed on what is mine
Youve got to fill your hunger
And stop fucking with my mind
I know its
time to leave these places far behind
Where are all these feelings hiding?
Dancing in and out my mind
Burning
up all that I long for
Feeding me till my decline
Where are you? My soul is bleeding
I am searching am I blind?
All alone and bound forever
Trapped inside me for all time
To all these nameless feelings
I cant deal
with in my life
To all these greedy people
Trying to feed on what is mine
Youve got to fill your hunger
And
stop fucking with my mind
I know its time to leave these places far behind x2
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