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01. Blind
Are you ready?
This place inside my mind, a place I like to hide
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place
inside my brain, another kind of pain
You don't know the chances,
I'm so blind, blind, blind.
Another place
I find to escape the pain inside
You don't know the chances, what if I should die?
A place inside my brain, another
kind of pain
You don't know the chances, I'm so blind.
Deeper, deeper, deeper as I journey to
Live a life
that seems to be
A lost reality that I can never find
No way to reach, my inner self-esteem is low
How deep can
I go in the ground that I lay?
If I don't find a way to see through the gray that clouds my mind
This time I look
to see what's between the lines
I can see, I can see, I'm going blind x12
I'm blind x4
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02. Ball Tongue
There you are alone
With no hope of
ever
having something
to be proud of.
Something earned
without begging
Yes, I know you're a person.
A
person close to me
Who do you think you are?
What more do you
want from me?
Ball Tongue: You got the dykes
off, I think they'll mind me.
Ball Tongue: The rag I'm on, we are justified.
Ball Tongue: Congrats you just fucked
up my make-up and shit.
Ball Tongue: What have you done for me?
Why are you at home
buried in your
own
self-pity?
Why do you insist
on making a mockery
out of me?
Yes, I know
you're the person,
the person
that took
time with me
Does it give you the
right to expect your
life revolves around me?
Ball Tongue:
You have come to take from your buddy
Ball Tongue: You have never been so funky
Ball Tongue: The haggle got sick of
me
Ball Tongue: Ahh, the dick is fine for the day
Ball Tongue: Your brother took it from me
Ball Tongue: Unidentified
enemy
Ball Tongue: Come fucking back to save us and gave up
Ball Tongue: They've come they tell me
You were
my brother, where does our friendship end? x3
You were my...
I'm not going to give in
You were my brother,
where does our friendship end? x3
You were my...
I'm not going to give in
How can you fuckin doubt me, but
not again x8
(background: There you are alone, With no hope of ever
having something, to be proud of, Something earned
without begging, Yes, I know you're a person.
A person close to me, Who do you think you are?
What more do you,
want from me?)
Ball Tongue: They've driven right by my friends
Ball Tongue: They've taken the take above me
Ball
Tongue: You're a psycho-bot
Ball Tongue: They've come to enslave me
Ball Tongue: They've jacken themselves onto me
Ball Tongue: Your fuckin gangster sign
Ball Tongue: They've come not to save them, psycho-bot, but they take
Ball
Tongue: Fuckin death to fuckin me
You're psycho-bot x7
Ball Tongue: Become died at the techno-drom
Ball
Tongue: You're right, he's dead, tear gas dropped, but who was it?
Ball Tongue: It doesn't of the rhythm of the damn monkey
Ball Tongue: Can I die? Can I die?
Ball Tongue: And then, the man kept kickin me
Ball Tongue: He gets him on,
they're cool
Ball Tongue: He wasn't dead, and then they knocked him on the head
Ball Tongue: No more, he's rid of
you. You're a Dyke
ARGH! x4
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03.
Need To
I, I am confused
fighting myself
wanting to give in
Needing your help
Skin cold with
fear
Feel it when we touch
Outside don't know you
But inside I'm fine
Can you see it in me?
Skin cold
from touch
Each day confronted
with what I have done
You pull me closer,
I push you away
You tell me it's
okay,
I can't help but feel the pain.
I hate you (Why are you taken?)
I love you (I feel so helpless)
Why
is it you? (Ripping my insides each time I'm with you)
Why do I cry?
Why do I really need to?
Why? x4
Fuck
you, bitch!
Need to x3
Fuck! x4
I hate you (Why are you taken?)
I love you (I feel so helpless)
Why is it you? (Ripping my insides each time I'm with you)
Why do I try?
Why do I fuckin need to?
Fuck
x6
Slut
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04. Clown
"Lies
within my body"
All right goââ¬Â¦
Four, I just said you faggot piece of shit on the ground
Four, Four
Oh,
hey what you talking about Ross.
Hey songs on, Err Err.
Hey say so there's no clicks.
Hey were recording now start.
Just fuckin do it damn it
Lets do Twist!
I wish we could put Twist on this fuckin tape.
Wanna hear it?
Fuck
you, Fuck you.
OK, you piece of shit.
Anger inside builds
within my body
Why you hit me?
What have
I done?
You tried to hit me...
Scream at me again, if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit
me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A
tattooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
I don't run around
Trying
to be what's
not within me
Look into my eyes,
I am free
You're just a wanna-be
Scream at me again,
if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange, hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and
you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to hide who you are
Scared to be honest,
be yourself
A cowardly man
To come out
Hit me clown,
Because I'm not
From your town, no,
Hit me
clown x4
Clown you ain't shit,
Turn around and get your face split
Girl you ain't shit,
Turn around and
get your face split
Hell you ain't shit,
Turn around and get your face split
Girl you ain't shit,
Turn around
and get your face split
Turn if you like
Throw your hate at me with all your might
Hit me 'cause I'm strange,
hit me
Tell me I'm a pussy and you're harder then me
What's with you boy? Think hard
A tattooed body to hide who
you are
Scared to be honest, be yourself
A cowardly man
I'm just a fucking little x7
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05. Divine
I hide only to defy you
Take away the only
life inside you
I see your face through everyone
Inside I've just begun
You think I'm out to scare you
I'm
only out to prepare you
For when you stop and turn around
Your body's going down
You're gunna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of a kind
You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine
Tell
me why you never liked me
Tell me why it is you fight me
Pull down and wait for the perfect time
To take what
is rightfully mine
You think they're dumb to defy me
You said you don't want to fight me
You wait, you don't want
anyone
Oh well...
You're gunna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're definitely one of
a kind
You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine
Well fuck you
I'm fed up with you
I'm not as good as
you
Fuck no, I'm better than you x8
You're gunna waste your time,
Your life will soon be mine,
You're
definitely one of a kind
You're suffering 'cause of me, it's divine
Did you really think you'd beat me at my own
game?
You try to see what you got
Me ripping at your brain
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06. Faget
(HIV)
Here I am defriend in this normal world
Why did you tease
me? Made me feel absurd
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away
(HIV)
I
can see inside you fine.
This blessing in disguise. (HIV)
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hurt stay.
I
sound like I can never seem to escape
All the laughing, all the pain
If you were me, what would you do?
Nothing
probably, you'd just go away
I can see inside you fine, (HIV)
This blessing in disguise
Why do you treat me
this way? (HIV)
Made the hurt stay
Faget...Faget...Faget
Here I am defriend in this normal world
Why
did you tease me? Made me feel absurd
Fucking stereotypes feeding their heads
I am ugly, please just go away
I
can see inside you fine.
This blessing in disguise.
Why do you treat me this way?
Made the hurt stay.
Faget
pussy
I'm just a pretty boy, whatever you call it
You wouldn't know a real man if you saw it
It keeps going
on day after day, son
You fake! You really don't want none
I'm sick and tired of people treating me this way everyday
Who gives a fuck?
Right now I got something to say
To all the people that think I'm strange
That I should
be out of here locked up in a cage
You don't know what the hell to fuck now anyway
You got this pretty-boy feeling
like I'm enslaved
To a world that never appreciated shit
You can suck my dick and fucking like it
You Hear
my gun but he has a body mighty any say
You Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway
You Hear my gun but he has
a body mighty going to stay
You Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway
You Hear my gun but he has a body mighty
any say
You Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to anyway
You Hear my gun but he has a body mighty going to
stay
You Hear my gun but he has a body mighty anyway
I'm just a pretty boy, I'm not supposed to fuck a girl
I'm
just a pretty boy, living in this fucked up world. x2
All my life, who am I? x10
All my life...
I'm just
a faget
Faget
I'm a faget
Faget
I'm not a faget
What am I?
Faget x3
You mother fucking queers
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07. Shoots and Ladders
Ring
around a rosies
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down x2
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in
my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages
that cause all this evil
One, two, buckle my shoe
Three, four, shut the door
Five, six, pick up sticks
Seven,
eight, lay them straight
London bridge is falling down, falling down, falling down
London bridge is falling down,
my fair lady
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence
revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that cause all this evil
Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog
a bone
This old man came rolling home x6
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Mary had
a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Baa baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece
was white as snow
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full
Mary had a little lamb whose fleece was white as snow
Baa
baa black sheep have you any wool
Mary had a little lamb
Yes sir, yes sir, three bags full x2
Ring around
the roses
Pocket full of posies
Ashes, ashes, we all fall down x2
Nursery rhymes are said, verses in my head
Into my childhood they're spoon-fed
Hidden violence revealed, darkness that seems real
Look at the pages that
cause all this evil
Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog a bone x3
Nick knack paddy whack, give a dog a
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08. Predictable
Go!
I can, in every
way
Mistake the pain I feel inside
It comes to me
Evil thoughts is creeping through my mind
Who are you to
say?
That I can't speak what's on my mind?
It runs away
It's so predictable
I can, in every way,
Feel
the stress that tangles up inside
Too blind to see,
Emptiness and sorrow of their lives
You run away
Pull
the cover of their pointless lie
You ask me
It's so predictable
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna
try
Another day
Silence overwhelms my mind
Who is to say?
If I have the time, oh why
Should I pray?
For all the hate to go away
Another day
I can never break free
You wait for me
I call out to you
Another
day
I'll live forever
Should I?
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
Fuck
I'm
gonna try, Should I?
I'm gonna die, Should I?
Fuck
I'm gonna try, Should I?
I'm gonna try, Should I?
Fuck
I'm gonna try
I'm gonna die
I'm gonna try
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09. Fake
I can't stand the sight of you
I can't stand what you put me through
Your
life's a lie that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
I can't stand, oh the thought of you
I can't
stand all the things you do
What do you try to justify?
You were just too scared to be you inside
Let it all
go! x4
Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be. x2
I can't stand what you put me through
I can't stand even the thought of you
Your secret lies that you hide
Is it that terrible being you inside?
Let
it all go! x4
Look at you, all I see, is a man too afraid to really be. x4
You try so hard to be wanted
False
emotions tells you fronted
I think being a person relies on one thing,
Be yourself, let you come through
You're
too afraid to really be (Be yourself, let you come through)
Someone who isn't false, who doesn't care to be (Be yourself,
let you come through) x2
Fake! x4
Fake, you'll regret it, you'll regret it! x8
Let it all go! x4
Let
it all go! x3
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10. lies
I
would like to search inside
For all of the things that you all hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to?
Search
through these problems that haunt and taunt you
I smile, while you're afraid
You run, while you're so in pain
Do
you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you ever see out
from inside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
I would like to search inside
For all of the things that you all hide
What's the problem?
Can't you seem to open your body and let me touch
you?
Do you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
Do you
ever see out from inside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your inner fears
I want you to
see the life you have disguised
The world of things that hurt you
Kept all these useless lies
I want you to fear,
fill you on up inside
Once I took you in, I'll throw you out next time
I tried, you win
My life is ripping your
heart out and destroying my pain
Go!
Do you ever see outside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking
about your inner fears
Do you ever see out from inside your fears?
Thinking about your life
Thinking about your
inner fears x2
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11. Helmet in the bush
I keep asking, "What's your lie?"
It is disturbing
This isn't mine, (Why?)
Days keep passing
Not much
of time, (Me?)
I don't feel right
Please God let me sleep tonight
Everyday confronted circumvents giving in
I just wanna know why?
Don't give it up
Don't kick my stick x4
I keep asking
"Well, again, please
try?"
It is haunting
This takes my mind, (Why?)
Days keep passing
Line after line, (Me?)
I don't feel
right
Please God let don't let me die tonight (please),
Die tonight (no!) , die tonight, die tonight (ahh)
Everyday
confronted circumvents giving in
I just wanna know why?
Don't give it up
Don't kick my stick x4
Please
God
Please God
Please God hate me
Please God feel me
Please God help me
From my painful situation
Please
God hate me
Please God feel me
Please God save me
From my painful situation
Please God help me
Please
God free me
Please God save me
From my painful situation
Please God don't let me slip in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me give in tonight, please God
Oh, please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me
die
Please God don't let me give in tonight, don't let me die
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12. Daddy
Mother please forgive me
I just had to get out all my pain and suffering
Now
that I am done, remember I will always love you
I'm your son
Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and
play, I'll be your daddy
Innocent child, looking so sweet
A rape in mind and on your flesh I'll eat
You've
raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fuck
Your own child
I
scream
No one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
Little child, looking so pretty
Come out and play, I'll be your daddy
You've raped
I feel dirty
It
hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fuck
Your own child
I scream
No one hears me
It
hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
It's all right
Raped
I feel dirty
It
hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fuck
Your own child
I screamed
No one hears me
It hurt
As a child
tied down
no one hit me
it hurt
little child
I speak
no one hears me (it
hurt!)
It hurt
As a child
tied down
That's a good boy (Mom Why!)
And fuck
Your own child
I speak
No one hears me
It hurt (Mom Why!)
As a child
tied down
No one hears me
Mommy why?
Your own child
I didn't touch you there
Mama said she didn't care
I didn't touch you there
That's why mama stopped and
stared
Little child, looking so sweet
A rape in mind and on your flesh I'll eat
You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
As a child
Tied down
That's a good boy
And fuck
Your own child
I scream
No one hears
me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
You've raped
I
feel dirty
It hurt
Not a lair
My god
Saw you watching
Daddy why?
Your own child
Yer scream
No
one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
You've raped
I feel dirty
It hurt
Not a lair
My god
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
Your own child
I scream
No one hears me
It hurt
I'm not a liar
My God
Saw you watching
Mommy why?
I fucking hate you
Mother fucker
Mother Fucker I fucking hate you fuck you
You son of a bitch, you fucking ruined my life
I wanted
to die
I'm sick of it, motherfucker . . . oh oh
Why'd you fuckin do it to me?
I Hate You
I Fuckin Hate You
I Hate You
Piece of shit
Why?
I Hate You
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